Nagugluhan na ko

ok... alam ko na marami din akong kamalian sa buhay... alam ko rin na hindi ako perpektong tao... pero bakit naman ganun... lagi akong naiipit sa mga bagay na kailangan akong mag-give way sa iba... o kaya naman na ako ang maunang humingi ng sorry... i know that its the right thing to do... pero bakit lagi na lang...

anyway, galit sa akin si ChenG pero hindi ko alam kung bakit... siguro nalaman nya na yung tungkol kay lhen... hindi ko kasi sinabi sa kanya nung una kasi alam kong hindi dapat... pero sa palagay mo ay may nagsabi na sa kanya na hindi naman dapat magsabi...

Si jojo naman ay nagalit din pero dahil lang sa misunderstanding.. ewan ko ba

Si tin-tin naman ay naiinis din dahilsa isang bagay na ipinipilit nya na alam ko na hindi ko naman talaga alam...

Well, retreat na namin sa friday hanggang saturday... sana magkaayos-ayos na kami...

I Say A Little Prayer for You

Say a little prayer for you,
Say a little prayer for you

From the moment mi wake up
Before mi put on mi make up
Mi say a little prayer for you

While combing mi hair now
Mi a wonder what dress me wear now
Mi say a little prayer for you

Forever and ever
You’ll stay in my heart and I’ll love you
Forever and ever
We never will part how I’ll love you
Together together
That’s how it should be
Without you would only be heartbreak for me

Mi run for the bus love
Mi ride and mi think about us love
Mi say a little prayer for you

At work mi just take time
And all through mi coffee break time
Mi say a little prayer for you

Forever and ever
You’ll stay in my heart and I’ll love you
Forever and ever
We never will part and I’ll love you
Together together
That’s how it should be
Without you would only be heartbreak for me

Say a little prayer for you, mi a go say
A little prayer for you

My darling believe me, for me
There is no one but you,
Say you’ll love me too.

Forever and ever
You’ll stay in my heart and I’ll love you
Forever and ever
We never will part and I’ll love you
Together together
That’s how it should be.....
Forever and ever
You’ll stay in my heart and I’ll love you
Forever and ever
We never will part and I’ll love you
Together together
That’s how it should be without you
Would only be heartbreak for me...

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Hmmm... The song is very beautiful... Isn't it... This is one of my favorite songs... Well, this version is by Diana King... Little as you know, I am a hopeless Romantic... I started lovin this song since the time I watched the movie My Bestfriend's Wedding... Medyo kasi nainlove ako sa movie though hindi maganda yung naging outcome ng lovelife ni Julia Roberts... I realized na love really is when you'er able to let go of your loved one so that she will be able to enjoy her life and go with the one she really love... Alam mo yun... Nakakaawa si Julia Roberts for she did not have his bestfriend... but even though, nakaktuwa naman kasi kung makikita mo yung ginawa nya dahil sa pagmamahal nya sa bestfriend nya... Minsan, i ask myself... kaya ko kaya yung ginawa nya... I mean, in my part... Can I let go... so that she may be happy? Can i sacrifice for love... Siguro oo... Like what others are doing...

Lam nyo... Try watchin' the movie... Its so beautiful... Its so lovely... Its so romantic and touching... Tinamaan talaga ako...

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Ok... Another movie I watched was IF ONLY by Jennifer Love Hewitt... Maganda talaga... One of the best... I was inlove with the movie... This is another form of sacrifice for love... Ang nangyari kasi ay parang nagkaroon ng premoinition yung lalaki na yung gf nya ay maaaksidente... Tapos ayun... Panaginip lang pala pero yung mga nangyari sa panaginip eh nagkakatotoo... So ang ginawa nya eh triny nyang ilayo yung gf nya sa aksidente and yung time na alam nya ng mamamatay yung gf nya sa car accident eh ang ginawa nya na lang eh niyakap nya ang gf nya para siya ang mamatay... Out of love, he did it! What a sacrifice for love!!! Nakakaiyak/Nakakalungkot yung nangyari kasi somehow, perople will see it absurd to do all such things just for love... Pero sa ibang tao... kahit buhay nila itataya nila para sa taong mahal nila... Parang ako... Lahat gagawin ko para sa taong mahal ko... Kasi alam ko ding kung mawawala siya, eh parang nawala na rin ako...

***FrEiNdZ FoReVeR***

'''gRaDuAtIon SoNg'''
...FrIeNdS fOrEvEr...

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

*Repeat chorus 3x*

Nakakaiyak pala ang Huli

Hi guys!
We had our said to be last performance in college in the JPIA General Assembly... Nalungkot ako... Sobra... kasi we had this play which was directed by Tom... its a pooling of ideas from the whole class which syempre puro kalokohan na naman... We had our very own Imang (Fatima from Kampanerang Kuba), our own casts of superheroes, Darna portrayed by Piolo and Krystala protrayed by Tope... with matching costumes ha... And we also had the four sisters of Encantadia especially represented by Tim, Natz, Kris (with the prostitute like hair), and Jojo... Syempre, they all look bad kasi muscled guys tapos biglang nagdamit babae... But it brought laughter all throughout the play... I played Boy Abunda who is the judge in the courtroom while Jobel, Kristine, and Lourdez (i think) were the three sisters in Kampanerang Kuba... Lou Anne played as Veronica while Divine and Tristan played the roles of Valentina and Prinsipe Abok respectively... We used such characters and relate it with the present political crises we have... Zyrine played the role of PGMA who said I'm sorry for her unrewading acts and many more... I was very glad for all of my classmates participated in the activity... After the play, a powerpoint presentation was made and presented by Tom with matching song (Graduation Song by Vitamin C which implies friends forever)... It showed the development of the whole BSA / BSM graduating class batch 2005. Naiyak ako... Nakita nila yung devt ko from mataba pa ako until the time i got slimmer... kung pano yung laughter ng bawat isa... the company and memories we've shared... lahat talaga... ang ganda nga eh... Sana hindi kami magkahiwahiwalay na magkakaclassmates kasi mahal ko sila at i really feel good when im with my BSA / BSM 41 class... though syempre may mga misunderstandings... ganun naman talaga... its natural... right? hehe... I just hope that we'll all be friends forever...

TIME after TIME

TIME AFTER TIME

I'm lying in my bed
Hear the clock tickin
I think of you
Caught up in circles
Confusion, there's nothing new
Flashback, warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcase of memories
Time after...
Sometimes you'll picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me
I can't hear what you say
And you say, go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds
CHORUS:
If you're lost, you can look
And you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you
I will be waiting
Time after time
(repeat)
After my picture fades
And darkness has turned to gray
Watching through windows
You're wondering if I'm okay
Secret stolen
All from deep inside
The 808's on time
(CHORUS)
And you say, go slow
I fall behind
The 808's on time
(CHORUS)
(repeat)
Time after time...
(until fades)